Discontent

Lurking, impatient heaviness lingers like thick fog as it writhes with loathing in wait, wait. ‘Take this from me’, it screams. Bring something, anything that reeks of success, of movement, of satisfaction for now. What is it? Unknown, but bring it.
Disgruntlement driven awry through vehicle of faith, of certainty, of right timing. Conjure faith through portal of release. Become prey rather than predator and let go of outcome. Let go of desire. As prey, desire no longer lives.

Introspection:

Discontent with what is happening now brings misery. To know outcome is always desired and rarely obtained so to let go of need to understand God’s intent brings peace. Letting go is what prey does when it sees a predator has it in its grip.